my year-plan for 2005 took a big turn after i heard the news from my office. in my mind, to psycho myself, i see myself walking this path for another year. training the same brunchies for another year. seeing, talking and laughing with the same people for another year. nay... tats note going to happen next year. wat will? we'll c. kita hanya merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan.

its blessing in disguise. my parents tot. its ur rezki. my friend said.

i dont know. its not easy thou. need to put on my "adjustment suit" again for coming year.